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1. I’m home and I feel super motivated, although it’s too early to tell what this motivation will entail! We’ll see!

2. I saw Gatsby this weekend, ended up loving it, Leo played an incredibly endearing Gatsby, A- rating from me

3. I want more fashion in my life

4. I want more music in my life

5. Kissing Ryan has become a religious experience, like somehow we just decided to get really really good at it, amen.

My blog is boring now cuz I’m happy and in love and blogs are so much more interesting when...

Mon, 20 May 2013 10:46:08 -0400

My blog is boring now cuz I’m happy and in love and blogs are so much more interesting when there’s stuff to complain about, am i right or am i right?

I’m sitting in Ryan’s basement doing some homework and listening to the Joanna Newsom...

Mon, 20 May 2013 10:25:40 -0400

I’m sitting in Ryan’s basement doing some homework and listening to the Joanna Newsom vinyl that I bought him over winter break, and waiting for him to get home from school and I am so exceptionally content right now. I guess it’s weird to rate our visits but I feel like this one is the best one yet. Prom was wonderful and the rest of the weekend followed suit and I’m so relaxed because school is almost over and I don’t have to wonder when the next time I’ll see him is because it’s almost summer and I’ll get to see him lots! He’s just such a perfect person for me, I couldn’t really ask for more.

Prom is tomorrow! I get to see Ryan all weekend!! I get kisses!!! Everything is right with the...

Thu, 16 May 2013 19:26:36 -0400

Prom is tomorrow! I get to see Ryan all weekend!! I get kisses!!! Everything is right with the world!!!!

There are times when I wish I could live in some remote town in the French countryside, in a little...

Tue, 14 May 2013 20:17:55 -0400

There are times when I wish I could live in some remote town in the French countryside, in a little two-room house with a laundry line hanging from the window and a cobblestone path leading from my door to wherever I want to go. And the sea would be a short walk away and I would know everybody in town and I’d buy groceries fresh from a street vendor or something. I could sleep in until noon and spend the nights walking down ancient lit-up streets. It would be a simple and gentle existence and I’d probably be really happy.

And then sometimes I think about where I’m going to live next year: in Philadelphia which is a calmer version of NYC. The streets are bustling with people, but it’s not half as claustrophobic as any other city. And it’s still dirty but clean enough that you don’t feel dirty after being there for a while. And I’ll get the chance to live (semi)on my own and be responsible for feeding myself and keeping my dorm clean and not getting mugged more than once. And in my head I get dressed up and sing in smoky jazz clubs late at night and go to sleep as late as I want. And then wake up and drink boatloads of coffee and go to class and try try try my best to be happy.

I’m gonna try really hard to be happy.

"In the morning there is meaning, in the evening there is feeling."

Mon, 13 May 2013 20:15:05 -0400

“In the morning there is meaning, in the evening there is feeling.”

- Gertrude Stein (via annie)

fitzandizzyspells: Falling Garden installation by Gerda Steiner...

Mon, 13 May 2013 17:49:01 -0400

fitzandizzyspells:

Falling Garden installation by Gerda Steiner and Jorg Lenzlinger.

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I love Animal Collective! Hot diggity Happy mother’s day, I’m happy and I hope you are...

Sun, 12 May 2013 17:26:54 -0400

I love Animal Collective! Hot diggity

Happy mother’s day, I’m happy and I hope you are too and I hope you give your mom a big kiss and then go listen to AnCo

"Each time I’m asked to tell about myself, I find myself starting the same way: “My name is Kelsey..."

Sun, 12 May 2013 13:55:41 -0400

“

Each time I’m asked to tell about myself, I find myself starting the same way: “My name is Kelsey and I’m nineteen..”
but what I’d really like to say is:
“My name means island of the ships but once
I found a translation that said I’m a burning shipwreck-
not a burning ship but a ship that has caught fire
after the wreckage and well, I’d say that’s more fitting.”

I’ve learned that people don’t have time for about me’s.
They need two things: a name and an indication you’re someone special.

The doctors, they want facts not details.
“I broke my leg when I was three, it’s a funny story actually-“
The right or the left?
Conversation over.

The teachers, they want interests, hobbies.
You’re sad, yes, but what do you like to do?

The adults are a spew of questions.
What school do you go to? What classes are you taking?
What do you plan on becoming? Got a boyfriend?
No, stop.

People my own age are the worst.
“I’m planning on an English degree with a concentration in creative writing.”
Yeah, aren’t we all. So how many times have you, you know,
done it?

I’m pulled apart, my interests travelling highway 2
my goals at a stop light at traffic hour,
my medical history on a billboard for the world to see.
But what about me?

Where’s the chance to say,
“I hang on to fistfuls of poetry like loose change in my pockets,
and I keep waiting for the day that the world turns upside down
so I can swim with the stars.
I’m not afraid of darkness, it’s a loneliness I can empathize with it.
It’s the blackholes like cigarette burns inside of me that get troublesome.
I walk through graveyards and read the dashes between years,
each a story I’ll never know. Sometimes I create my own.”

No wonder none of us know who we are anymore.

”

- Kelsey Danielle, “I Was Told to Write an About Me and This is What Happened” (via pale-afternoon)

girl gimme dat gelatinous booty

Sat, 11 May 2013 21:58:25 -0400

girl gimme dat gelatinous booty

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Fri, 10 May 2013 23:22:09 -0400

mfjr: rikako nagashima

Fri, 10 May 2013 22:56:50 -0400

mfjr:

rikako nagashima

…and i kept touching my neck to guide your eye to where i...

Fri, 10 May 2013 21:47:32 -0400

…and i kept touching my neck to guide your eye to where i wanted you to kiss me when we find some time alone…

two things i've become consciously aware of:

Fri, 10 May 2013 21:06:15 -0400

1. all of the food that goes into my body daily. regrettably, not the healthiest.

2. time. how much of it i’m forced to spend doing stuff i don’t wanna do, how long it takes me to get from a to b, how much of it i can afford to spend doing certain things, how much of it there is or how little depending on my mood.

i’ve been micromanaging to an unhealthy degree i think

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There are things I want to post about but at the risk of being a lil tmi I’m gonna refrain (it...

Wed, 08 May 2013 19:42:31 -0400

There are things I want to post about but at the risk of being a lil tmi I’m gonna refrain

(it is very hard to do because usually i wouldnt care about tmi stuff but i don’t want to make people uncomfy so in my head these thoughts will stay!)